This is so true.
It scares the shit out of me.
(Source: youhaveinspiredme)
:/
So I tend to say “boys are stupid” often. And you know, its true. most guys deny it and get all offended when i say that… but most likely, they are the dumb boy i am referring to. they are all so oblivious and they often dont give girls a chance.
Now dont get me wrong, girls are stupid too. they are moody and sometimes desperate (the way i feel i am right now)… but i just dont really feel reason to call girls stupid most of the time.
recentlyish, i liked this boy. and he would hang out with me sometimes and stuff, and it seemed a little like he liked me back. but then he didnt.
right now i like another boy. he was friends with my brother, so i asked my bro if he was nice and all.. he said he was like the nicest kid he ever knew and that he would definitely give me a chance and stuff. except he isnt.
i just feel like ill never get a boyfriend. or husband someday. and for pretty stupid girly reasons.
it just brings a lot of questions to my mind. like, im normally not an insecure person. but maybe im ugly or fat or loud or stupid or obnoxious or maybe simpler things. questions like “maybe i should dye my hair or pluck my eyebrows or something and thatll make boys like me” pop into my head. i dunno. maybe boys shouldnt matter.
ive been really depressed lately. not because of this crap. but just in general. and whenever i would talk to the guy i like, i would get soo happy.. but then it all crushed down when i asked him to this dance and he said he likes another girl.
dlijfhbwirhfvbei. i dont get it.
oh well, im just a whiny teenage girl. dont mind me.









